justrun-.

agh.

okay just so that this rather stupid issue of my snitching doesn't get to even more 310ers, i will explain the updated situation briefly.

firstly, most importantly (at the moment) KELLYNN I DON'T MEAN ALL THAT STUFF ANYMORE :( so i'm sorry if i have offended you. hear me out okay?

well it's my irritating fault that i needed somewhere to vent and came here instead of somewhere locked where nobody's feelings would get hurt. clearly a lot of people got offended and it's my stupid problem. aghh. well i'm really really really sorry now.

i have officially made it none of my business whatever people do with their uniforms and however seriously they want to treat school rules cos it's none of my business in the first place, and like sarah said- "face it pat, you're not a prefect anymore". so i shall face it and shut my fingers up. the only reason why i didn't go up to you guys to tell you face-to-face was cos i knew i had no right to. and it was really none of my business.

it's just that i was so angry that i was trying hard to understand why people didn't get it about respecting school rules, and why it was that no matter how hard i had tried to respect them for who they were, they didn't seem to care. that made up like 70% of the anger, the other 30% came just from natural reflex. i mean c'mon, you've been eyeing everyone's socks for the past 2 and a half years, having to be ultra strict and all. and then suddenly bam! you're not supposed to give a damn about it anymore. esp when i respect the sch rules so much, it just upsets me when people break them. no matter how dumb that sounds.

many thanks to deedee. and thanks to zhen, gnia, mel, sarah and qing for talking to me today. as much as we were interrupted by the thai delicacy distributer. but thanks so much. i understand more now. and now i know people don't do it on purpose! they do it for convenience. ahha. okay i don't know why but i sound so retarded. am i the only idiot who didn't know that people did it for convenience? i used to take it as a personal attack so i guess that was kinda..wrong. but yeah, now i know and now i won't get so offended and angry and i won't care.

rahh really appreciated them talking to me. first time it hit me that i was looking at things at all the wrong ways. as in why people did them and maybe i reading too much into others' actions. so yes i apologize. will try to be more understanding. i hope. okay aghh.

kellynn i hope ur not still angry at me! i was angry but then haiyah, it was just me venting and really i wasn't directing anything at you at all. as much as i don't like people breaking rules i know it doesn't concern me a tiny bit so. yeah. and sorry again for last yr's dc. it was me being grumpy like i said. reallyyy. it was my fault i was so grumpy and it was my first time and everything. agh okay i will talk to you tmr.

crap i never knew so many people read my blog. agh getting me in sucha mess. so much hw! gosh. brain's bursting and i'm dying here.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [21:40]

and took [20050725] strides

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